Njach.. hab grad mein neues Teelichtlein angeschaut.. mein Tagebuch lag davor.. meine Kette daneben... ja.. da kam mir folgendes.. und das passte grad zu meiner Stimmung.. :

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James Blunt - Goodbye my Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Hm.. ich hab grad nicht die große Lust viel zu schreiben..

Das Wochenende war zu kurz.
Der Alkohol war zuviel.
Die Gespräche zu wenig.
Die Gefühle zuviel.
...

Ich will sowas nicht nochmal "provozieren" oder erleben.. was dieses "sowas" ist.. ist im Moment nicht wichtig, nur dass es nicht gut war..
Fazit: Nie wieder Alkohol~

Es tut mir leid.. ._."
Ich liebe dich <3 mehr als alles andere... ._. <3

(nicht dass das ganze WE deswegen beschissen war x.x so ist das nicht.. ich hab die Zeit wirklich genossen und ich will auch wieder zurück q.q")